Welcome to the Shuzophrenic Journey

I'm trying to connect with people with similar struggles like me with my schizoaffective bipolar diagnosis. I'm inspired by content creators like Sahil Bloom who give their content out free, so I will be doing the same until maybe one day I write a book. In this website, I will talk about how I solved my schizophrenia which is basically one long life journey and how I turn my suffering into glory. As Schopenhauer said, "There is a darkness that lurks behind humor." To every laugh, there is misfortune to be laughed upon and if you're a stand up comic like me, I revile in the laughter and seek to ease the pain that we call life. As the Buddhists put it, life is suffering, which is true. Sometimes I can't get the nagging negative thoughts out of my head and the only relief comes from getting outside of my head through a laugh, orgasm, or fart, or cry, shit, or piss. A release if you will. As they say, the stomach is the second brain. If you lose your ability to release, you're definitely mentally ill. We have to let go of the cathartic emotions.

I believe in living in conjunction with my voices. If God meant for me to have voices why wouldn't I listen. Sometimes I play with my voices, sometimes I tell them to commit suicide. Just like you can be best friends with your bros, you can also hate them and wish them ill will too. This is the growth of a friendship. Without conflict there is no growth.